Your Trending In My Dream

     Sudeep Nagarkar is very famous for this romantic novel. I can happily say that I have read all the novels written by him. He has described the problems of present time. Love story of present time which is not as simple as it looks. 

      "Your trending in my dream" is story of four friends. it was story of not only for friends but they are all stand and leaving us also. The life of a child of Army Man how's that behave with their own children and finally that's so called discipline turns into hatred.
      Some parents are so busy with their business that they don't participate in the happiness of their child. They give money but they made the child in such a way practical.
      The pain of the little girl who raped in childhood by his own family member and also her family member and parents not understanding her and it has disturbed her mental status of that girl. This thing in her life made her to commit suicide.
But everyone is not belong from only those kind of the family. One of them belong from  family in which her parents are very supportive and loving her.
      When you don't have family friends become family.Four of them become family living under one roof. Life is very beautiful for them but change is nature of life. The novel has one independent girl and lovely girl, one strong girl and one boy who have searched for love. This novel is not only for romance but the problem of student also its about some of us who to go to Mumbai to make their dreams true. Stolen paper from exam. blackmailing, suicide, love, hate, friendship are described by him very smartly.
      Worth to read as romance and modern literature.

Lady Cobra

          "You bloody bastard" Ahali caught him and started beating. The crowd of the people shouted to leave him because it looks like he is on the verge of death.
  
          "Ahali leave him" Hiral pulled her and just on  the moment her father arrived there and they stopped her. But her ager was out of control.

          "Is time tu Bach gaya B*, but another time even god can't save you from me you Son of bitch"  she didn't stop even in the presence of her father and it is not easy to control her. Ahali is 10 years old girl. She brought up in such 'gangster' family so she is kind of wild but she is very kind by heart. She always got first rank in the class and when she put her pink skirt n t-shirt she looks like an angle.

            From the few days she heard that one of the boy of her school has started to harras the girls of the school and sometimes he abuse them in front of everyone. But as he is senior no one dare to complain against him. But for  Ahali  there is nothing like 'fear' in her dictionary. She taught him a lesson.

            "Bravo my girl, Bravo" Shrey spoke with such loud voice that it was audible for the whole class.

            "I can also break you brain, you pervert stay away from me"

            "Owe, oww, owww me dar gaya"

            "Darna hi to thik se aata he tuje..Creepy " and she laughed. The class teacher entered in the class and they kept quite.

8 YEARS LATER

           "This is so stupid mom, I will not wear that. It's my first day in the college and I want to wear my blue one piece. Give it to me."

           " But you also looks beautiful in to jeans as well as kurta."

           "No means No,I am not to attend the marriage but I am going to the COLLEGE. I don't like these all just give me mine"

           "So you won't change ever, even now you are in college "

  .        "Yup" she kissed her mother and get her clothes and put her favorite one. It's her first day in the college. She looked in the mirror and realize how beautiful she looked in that dress. She was very popular in the boys while she was in school. Her popularity was not only because of her beauty but the boys also feel safe with her.

          "Oye Lady Cobra, bite me. I wanna die by your poison my sweetheart.." before he complete his feeling just on the next second he feel pain between his legs and also her hand prints on his cheeks were visible to everyone. She gave her introduction. And gave a big smile to him.
          "One may a smile and smile be a villain" he remembered the great Shakespeare and thought if Shakespeare has met her than he never thought of writing anything on woman.  Yes, she is Ahali who now turn in to 18. She is known as Lady Cobra because after beaten by her none of the guy has ever thought of harass the girl.
           "Ahali principal is calling you in his office" the peon gave her message and she knows why principal is calling her.

          "Ahali I know you are a very good girl and also very intelligent but please don't mess up with anyone because we cannot change the whole society and I don't want to see you in any trouble because of other" the principal has directly told her.
          "Ok Sir, everything about that but if you find anything wrong and I won't believe anyone"she leave the  office.

         One day her mother was passing from near to the college so she thought of going to see progress of her daughter. As she entered n the gate she find no one was there in the college.

          "Class must be going so everyone is not appearing"She thought.

          "But why is there not such a sound of teacher? she doubted 

          "I should go to meet principal directly. I am just mad and wasting my time behind my silly thoughts" She stepped towards the office of principal. But there was no one in the office. 

          "Excuse me Ma'am, What you want" the peon has asked her and it seems like he was busy in wind up the things. So he didn't notice the lady.

          "Actually i came to meet principal, may i meet him?" 

          "He left before an hour. and college time is from 10 AM to 3 PM. You can come tomorrow to meet him." again he has started his work. But now hundreds of thoughts come in her mind. Just before the few days she has asked Ahali to come home at 4 PM because they have some rituals to complete. The storm of thoughts has started to break her passion. She could not understand that where her daughter is going after the class? Even she is totally unaware about whre is she now? Its hurted a lot to her that her daughter lied to them. But she has decided to spy over her and not ask a single question about her mysterious lie.

          3 months have been passed. One morning when she came to the college she heard screaming of one girl and without wasting a second she understand the situation. She rushed  in the direction of the screaming sound.

         "Hey sale MC, if you want to show your muscularity than fight with some real man" she kicked the a** of one of the boys and he fell on the ground in pain.

         "you bloody p********* I want to f*** you because you think you have a guts  than It will be great pleasure with you." One of them have shouted  and others laughed. Her eyes turn  in to read and she thought everything just in a second.

         "Let me love you my Janeman"everyone laughed on her. 

         "Are bhai aaj to ak sath do mil rahi he, sach hi kaha he kisi ne ki jab bhi uparvala deta he to chhappar fad ke deta he. you carry on with your cat and let me have fun with this maal" his eyes were full of lust and they all looks like they could eat both of the girls. Both the girls were frozen as hey come near but Ahali was not frozen in fear but she thought how to handle the condition. She knew that if she will not do anything than get failure inher mission. She has decided to set an example for the women and her power.

          "Just look her figure bro, I cant handle anymore. I cant imagine my next hour..whaaaa.....wwhhaaa.... its out of imagination. And you bitch, just follow my instruction else you know very well. Saali filme to dekhti hi hogi" they laugh in such tone that their evil thoughts reflect in their devil laughter. Two of them move towards Ahali. Just in the second Ahali made master plan. They move two steps ahead and Ahali run towards them. Before they could understand the situation Ahali beat the shit out of them. 

             She  kicked between his legs and throw him . After look this another rushed with wild face but Ahali was not lesser than a storm. As the another girl looed this she also collect some courage and slapped the boy. these all have been happened just in two-three minutes that it was shocking for those boys. It seems like a filmy  but one girl was fighting for the rights, existence and her status in the society. To kill the Evil who live in the mind of some people. One of them run towards their vehicle and come back with Bottle of acid.
             That was the moment, hundreds of scene comes in the mind of Ahali. She remembered all the victim girls- Acid attack, rape, sexual harassment. Once her father said"Girls are the soul of SHAKTI. Know yourself and set the example" She has closed her eyes because she has understood that in this fight she may become victim of acid attack but without anything she must not accept the upcoming horror. She rushed towards that boy who has bottle of acid and he was about to opened that. She kick the bottle before he could opened that. She Slaped him and kicked him so furiously that he reached to the verge of death.

         She was fighting not for self defense but it was for all the girls who could not wear short clothes, could not go for party, Could not stay out at the late night. She has decided to not give up until the last breath.In the fight her head was injured and everything turns into black. Her head bleed a lot. Still she has not give up and continued to beat everyone but just because of her injury she can't saw them. One of them has tried to torn out her clothes but she gave him a hard fist that he couldn't get up ever.

         "Lady Cobraaaaaa........" She has shouted. The echo of her roar reflected in the every corner of colony. And the every doors of the cooly have been opened like storm come there. Yes The every single girl who head this left the home with whatever weapon was available on the moment. Just in a few seconds the group of girls arrived there and it's become historical moments as well as great lesson for guys. They were beaten up in such a way that they couldn't get up ever in their life.
         "Girls,Just look at this bottle. They want to throw it on Ahali. Lets show him that how much acid is useful for the skin." one of them got that bottle of acid
         "Filmo me dekha hoga na Acid attack? lets try this and make that true." Everyone was  agreed with her and they have decided to teach the lesson to every monster that how it feels when you throw acid on girl. They throw it on their pants. They scream in the pain. The crowd of people were looking at them but no one moves like always. For them it doesn't matter if the victim is girl or boy, they just enjoyed the show.
          Ahali was badly injured and after the treatment of 8 months she come back to college. Now her mother understand that after the college she used to teach the lesson of Self defense to all the girls.

         "Hey, Lady Cobra " the principal called.

         "Yes sir" every girl of the college has replied. They laugh.

" YES NOW IT'S TURN OF LADY COBRA, BE COBRA.SHE WON'T BITE BUT HER SINGLE TOUCH IS ENOUGH TO KILL THE EVIL OF YOUR MIND "
    

Dream Girl

     "Now it's turn of our dream girl "  announced and everyone go crazy to listen to her.
      "Honorable principal, teachers and my dear friends. Revolution in the education is clearly visible......." She has started and everyone forgot everything.
      "Thank you so much.." she has ended and a huge round of claps didn't stop untill she left the stage.
     "She is a smart student and she will definitely become the state champion" students whispered in the ears of each other. Principal as well as her tutor and other participants were very much impressed by her performance and they became more hopeful for her.
      "Congratulations dear" she heard from back and found her tutor looked happy.
     "Thank you so much sir, it's your success not mine, if you didn't help me than I won't be able to achieve this." 

       She was participating in the zonal level competition.She looked so happy because her father also came with her to listen her performance.
      "Attention here, please, whoever get the first and second ranks are going to participate for the state competition and they will represent our eight districts. We are very hopeful for our stars to shine at the state competition. This function ends here and we wish all the best to our representatives."
      Ani looked very excited. People used to call her dream girl because she has big dreams and those dream used to change with time. She wanted to become a fashion designer when she was in 9th,when she was in 10th she wanted to become a doctor, in 11th she wanted to become a teacher and now she wants to become a motivational speaker. Because when she goes on the stage and give the speech  people thought that she has got blessed from some supernatural power because she never takes much time to remember her speech and her speech looks like written by her because she speaks with emotions.
    Next week at the  Mumbai she has competition. She looked very excited. Her dream to win state elocution competition going to be a real very soon. Her tutor also treated her in such a friendly way so it's became easy for her to understand the things easily. She didn't realize  that six days has been passed in the preparation and finally at the night she was going to leave for Mumbai. Ani belongs to political family so they have decided to stay at home of her grandpa's friend. But it was far away from her place of competition so they have decided to stay at some hotel.
    " Are you ok with me to live in one room ? The tutor has asked and both of them  nodded because they believed him like a father. Three of them have decided to live in one room - Ani, Kinjal and her tutor.
    " All the best Kinju " she has her essay competition on the first day while Ani has on second day. They did't realize how the time has been passed in going here and there for the topics of Ani's competition. Finally at the end of the day they got it. She didn't eat anything during the whole day.
     " Gulabjamunnnnn...." She saw that and took one and as she has opened her mouth her tutor catch her hand
     " you can't eat that "
     " But it's my favourite.."
    " Tomorrow you have competition and this will effect your voice "
    " Only one please.."
    " No means no"
    She has started  eating other things but suddenly she felt her stomachache goes unbearable and she couldn't bear that anymore. She ran to the room and fall down on the bed. Kinjal and her tutor has completed their dinner and Kinjal gave her pain killer.
     " You both sleep I am preparing your speech and as I will complete you read and recognise" her tutor gave smile and started his work.
     She fall a sleep soon and she needs that. She was in the center of the bed on one side Kinju slept and other side her tutor was writing her script.
    But in the middle of the night suddenly she wake up. She feels that someone try to kiss her and removing her t-shirt. She wake up. It was not scary dream but she saw the evil.
   " How could you do that to me sir? She pushed him back before he can do anything she run away in the garden. Kinjal was lost in her dreams and Ani was lost in sobs. No one was there to ask her. She broken down in sobs and that melted in the dark night.
    " Good morning mam ! One of the Hotel manager greeted her and she realised it's morning. She came to her room. She didn't find guilty on the face of that basterd.
    " Read your script, you are going to speak this today." He put it on the table. She took the bath and read it many times but she couldn't remember a single thing.
    " Are you all right Ani ? Kinju asked.
   " Yes I am..."
   " She is not looking allright because of her today's presentation and also tired" Before she complete her sentence her tutor interfer.
   " Yes, that's true. Bdw  Marry Christmas dear" Kinju hugs her cold body.
   She took the bath and got ready for the competition. She tried her best to not forget her speech but it seems like her mind was stuck. She met the other participants and as she listened them she felt that she would get the rank easily because there was no one who can compete with her.
    " Number four Ani Shetti " announced.
    " Here present honourable judges, and all my dear friends, According to Indian concept earth is mother earth, we consider such animal as vehicle of God, we worship environment as God....And......And.....Hmmmmm...................,.....And............................................................,..................................................................." Her mind was blank. She kept mum.
She found her tutor staring at her and the last night suddenly lightened in her mind. She left the stage and for everyone it's seemed like strange.
" Let's go back to home today only " Ani was cried.
    " But you want to see the Mumbai ...."
    " But now I want to go back " before kinju complete Ani interrupted.
     " Ohk, than we will go tonight " her tutor said and looked at her but she keeps her eyes on the ground.
     They came back to home and she cried a lot. Everyone think it's because of her competition.
    It was not only the one time but now tutor got the chance and he knew that she never said this to her family because he became good friend of her father. He used to come for dinner at her home. She remained silent. She put the smile on her lips which cried loudly from inside. He told her father to send her to his home for tuition and her father agreed.
     Everyday she was harrased by her tutor. She can't speak to anyone. She remained silent and that basterd has spoiled the childhood of sixteen years dreams.
    Many years have been passed but still she got scary dreams. And he lived like he has done nothing. He has destroyed the dream of dream girl.
   

The play -Breath

                                                            

       Samuel Bucket has written such a 30 second play named Breath. The play begins and the light moves focus from corner to the middle and again in the another corner. In the background there was some weird voice which was unclear. it was also match with the light the volume goes higher and mute.The play ends

         We have habit of finding meaning from nothing and we avoid meaningful matters  like nothing. The name of Play is breath. When the child took birth he take the breath and when the person die he took out the breath. So the whole life pass in breathing only. And what we make during the whole life is garbage.Just in 30 seconds he has created a wonderful idea. 

         Such a different theme and seems like an absurd play.

Continue..

'What type of girl you want?' Ani keep on asking him but he was missing somewhere else.

'I want a hot girl' Milan answered and disappeared in his home. Ani was just standing there and thinking what he has answered.She always feel that She is the crush of him.Anyway next week he is going to twenty two. She knows what to give him on his birthday.She has ordered and as usual it must be something which irritates him.

' Only four days and than it will be his bday ' she jumped in joy. She wake up and stares herself in the mirror. 'Anu tum late ho rhi ho' her mother enters her room with coffee and find her starring at mirror.

'Who is he?' her mother has started to tease her and sit on the bed.'ohh! C'mon mom it's not like that. Aap bhi na..before she complete her has started again.

' Tu muje mat sikha,i have also passed through your age. I know u must have your dream boy...'  she spoke n walk away.

'Am I really in love ?'
'No way,or vo bhi us ghochu k sath.. impossible'
'He is so cute and caring person and even very close to me ' she blushed
'What if he has someone else in his life? '
'Are, i know every single friend of him. He is only close to me so he is mine '
'If he reject my proposal than? And I am not that much deeply in love with him like - me tere bina nahi rahe sakti..mar jaugi..mit jaugi..bla..bla..bla'

She took bath and put on her favourite dress. Milan is very exited for his bday because all the friends used to celebrate birthday of everyone. Ani is early today so she don't find anyone in the class.

'Hiraaaaallllll....Biinnaaaaaa.....Parooooo....Kittuuuuuu....Deevvvv...Miluuuuu.....' she has shouted twice but no response.

To be continue..

E to bas Shuruat he, aage aage dekho hota he kya !

'Hey miss confuse' he has shouted so laud that the whole class heard that and sixty four eyes staring at her. Her face turn in to red because this is not first time. It's routine of Milan and Ani to shout and finally abuse each other.
'You rascal' she shouts back.

'yup, I am rascal. Do u  wanna say anything else   ?

'No..' before she spoke he pull her and hug her tightly.She pushes him back. 'Kamine tu jarur pitega..'before she complete he put his finger on her lips n whisper in her ears.

' Don't speak anything, else I know how to control you and you are very close to me now. Think of possibility'

' Your cheek and my hand are also very close. Think of possibilities.' he left her and both laughed loudly. They realise sixty four eyes are watching them. She moved towards first bench and he sat on last one.

'i am using Close-up ' he shouts

'i am using Babool ' 

Everyone laughs.

To The Lighthouse

                                         To The Lighthouse

                                                           

To the lighthouse is written by Virginia Woolf  who is very famous feminist writer in the history of literature. When the novel begin we find that they were talking about going to the Lighthouse but they were able to go there at the end of the novel The novel has been divided in to three parts. There are also huge time duration in between three parts. Mrs. stand for the lighthouse but there are some points which are also important to describe. Now rather than starting with the plot lets discuss the further reading points.

1)-To the Lighthouse become very famous novel because the writer has used technique which is known as Stream of consciousness. We always think more rather than action and it's always make everything more complicate rather than it is.

                                                     
2)-When we talk about her tribute she was still alive in the memory of everyone. She become successful in what she want - to be immortal. Everyone feels her emptiness . But when we saw her as critique we find she behave differently with boy and girl child. She was pampering boy child while scolding the girl.

3)- Even may be she has never tried to establish good relationship between father and children. at first we may see that she was bridge between father and children because the child was afraid of father. Father was more realistic and also wanted his children to be like him but Mrs. Ramsay has always come between them, May be she was good in the eyes of both but as she died there was no connection between father and child because that so called bridge was not there anymore. At the end when bridge has collapsed they come closer and understand each other without bridge. 

4)-We find the character of Lily and Mrs. Ramsay where both are totally different from each other. Lily may represent the Virginia Woolf because Lily have a vision like Woolf has. She was also been to well presented but is shows that as Lily was painting and not more dear to everyone same she suffers. With the help of her character she has tried to represent herself and prove that women can write,paint and they have their own vision.

5)-Mrs. Ramsay told the story of 'Fisherman's wife' in which his wife was more greedy and asking more and more from the fish. She is doing what she want in any cost. The character of Ramsay is also something like she was refusing to go to the lighthouse and putting many arguments. But here it was not her greed or her selfish purpose. And she used to tell this story to her children which is myth but she was not aware about harm of this myth.